ilikethewayyourhandfitsinmine:

I know i dont look the best my hair looks yuck and i just look plain ew but i have been spending 6+ hours at a hospital everyday. I hate it because everytime i go i want to look beautiful for him, but this could be the last ever picture that i have with my pa so it means alot, hes dying and he means so much to me, Pa i will and have loved you from the day i took my first breath to the day i will take my very last, you have been in my life from the very beginning you mean so much to me and i love you forever. I cant even begin to explain to anyone how much you mean to me and how much i will miss you, those things that always remind me of you, those things we laugh over will never be the same, you have suffered enough and i hate hearing the strongest person i will ever know say that they have given up and want to go, It hurts to hear us telling you dont worry you will be in heaven soon, he laughs when we tell him he looks better and he gets better and says im not and wont listen to it, its almost like he doesnt want to hear it. The looks he gives us when we visit him, he just looks straight into your eyes and wont look away he doesnt smile he just stares, i hate seeing someone i never saw sad not smile your beautiful smile or laugh your funny laugh or your beautiful blue eyes shine. You always made me laugh and smile and you would tell me these stories that use to bore us but if i ever knew this was going to happen i would listen to every single word and take it all in. I could just go on forever but i wont so ill stop here You have been so strong through it all and you told us all you wernt going to give up because you loved us all to much to leave us but now all you want to do is go. Were going to let you go but its going to hurt more than anything. I never knew it would end like this, or so quick. I love you pa. forever.

nina-jade:

♥ my mummy.

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up-all-night-after-midnight:

meetmeatthem0shpit:

bigtimecrushonsomeone:

30rockasaurus:

fuckyeaaaah-xx:

iwannahavethelifethatyouhave:

jforjoelle:

last time i did this my wish really came true. so im going to wish again

nothing to lose. :))

Let’s hope

Why not? :)

*crossing fingers*

sure

IF THIS DOESN’T WORK I’LL BE MAD. 

sevvven:

gorgeous

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s-u-r-f-e-r:

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up-all-night-after-midnight:

meetmeatthem0shpit:

bigtimecrushonsomeone:

30rockasaurus:

fuckyeaaaah-xx:

iwannahavethelifethatyouhave:

jforjoelle:

last time i did this my wish really came true. so im going to wish again

nothing to lose. :))

Let’s hope

Why not? :)

*crossing fingers*

sure

IF THIS DOESN’T WORK I’LL BE MAD. 

nina-jade:

♥ my mummy.

(Source: learnfromthepastlive4thefuture)

ilikethewayyourhandfitsinmine:

I know i dont look the best my hair looks yuck and i just look plain ew but i have been spending 6+ hours at a hospital everyday. I hate it because everytime i go i want to look beautiful for him, but this could be the last ever picture that i have with my pa so it means alot, hes dying and he means so much to me, Pa i will and have loved you from the day i took my first breath to the day i will take my very last, you have been in my life from the very beginning you mean so much to me and i love you forever. I cant even begin to explain to anyone how much you mean to me and how much i will miss you, those things that always remind me of you, those things we laugh over will never be the same, you have suffered enough and i hate hearing the strongest person i will ever know say that they have given up and want to go, It hurts to hear us telling you dont worry you will be in heaven soon, he laughs when we tell him he looks better and he gets better and says im not and wont listen to it, its almost like he doesnt want to hear it. The looks he gives us when we visit him, he just looks straight into your eyes and wont look away he doesnt smile he just stares, i hate seeing someone i never saw sad not smile your beautiful smile or laugh your funny laugh or your beautiful blue eyes shine. You always made me laugh and smile and you would tell me these stories that use to bore us but if i ever knew this was going to happen i would listen to every single word and take it all in. I could just go on forever but i wont so ill stop here You have been so strong through it all and you told us all you wernt going to give up because you loved us all to much to leave us but now all you want to do is go. Were going to let you go but its going to hurt more than anything. I never knew it would end like this, or so quick. I love you pa. forever.

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